Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in xxcharmingxx's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
8:47 pm	Things have changed so drastically. Kyle finally asked me out and it's weird that I finally got what I wanted. Like I have to remember that we're not just friends anymore. Tonight was the faculty game. It was awesome. The teachers won, at a cost. The students had so many fouls and a teacher got nailed in the head. His nose started to bleed. It was bad. But the game was really fun. I'm kind of worried that he might become bored or realize that we should be just friends. I really hope that it doesn't happen because I like him and I want to be with him. It's like my biggest fear with things right now. But pride and prejudice came out. I didn't get a chance to buy it, and I was sad... :( But hopefully I can buy it tomorrow. I'm excited. Current Mood: excited (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
8:22 pm	Everything is weird today. This morning I got angry because I woke up and I had pain in my neck. Then I became really happy, but then really angry because I had to wait and then the person I had to wait for had the gall to command me to do something and let me know that I'm taking someone home when she didn't give me a forewarning. Then I became really happy again! and I'm still happy! see I have an icon site at xanga.com and i found a buttload of grey's anatomy icons and i was soooo happy! because i really love that show. it's such a good show. everything's just weird. and people make me angry. especially "those" kind of girls... yeah they need to go away. i say we should send them to Australia. All the criminals went there! lol. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
8:42 am	Nothing. Oh, my God. Nothing happens in my day. Nothing at all. My first class is a breeze and all we do is take notes. Second class is kind of fun because of Laura and Breana being there, but my next two classes are so boring. They are the reasons I don't want to go to school in the morning. In Choir, I almost fell asleep, standing up on a chair while singing. Science is the worst. It's so frustrating! I don't think the teacher knows anything he's saying. Isn't it strange that you can know someone for years and you never really know their true colors until a certain day, not any special day, just a day when you see what they're all about? Their two-facedness (it may not be a word, but it is now) backstabbing almost? It's just strange. Especially when they come off as "we're all God's children, love everyone, treat them like you would want someone to treat you" when they don't? I mean does someone want someone else to interupt them saying, "Yeah, you're done." Yes, I have done it, and will continue to do it, but at least I'm upfront about it. Yeah, I'm mean, everyone is or has been at some point, but I'm more than that. People are just stupid. Especially a mob of them. They act as one mind. Idiots. Anyway, I wish that I could have a more exciting life. Big news? Someone going to ask another person out. Nothing to do with me, at all. My love life is dead, extinct. I don't even know if it was ever alive. I have no idea. So people tell me these things. Fun for me. Just life sucks. Whoever said those words first, got it right. Life sucks, and that's just it. Nothing else. Current Mood: okay (Comment on this)
Monday, February 20th, 2006
11:41 am	Bored Yesterday was so boring. I laid in bed all day long. I didn't do anything else. I was going to go see Brokeback Mountain with Jordan, but she found out that she was grounded. I was thinking maybe I could hang out with Kyle, but he didn't want to do anything at all. Then he went to Dani's to watch Saw 2. I am not looking forward to summer. It's going to be like this for three months. Now I'm watching Will and Grace in my robe and slippers. Now I'm going to take a shower. I hope I'll do something today. It's a holiday and we don't have school, and I don't want to waste it just sitting here, doing nothing. (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 19th, 2006
12:42 pm	First I don't know what this is supposed to be. None of my friends are on this. Most of them are on myspace or xanga. So is this just mine? Can I put whatever I want on here? I guess I will then. Poems, thoughts, whatever. It's not like I care if someone reads this and judges me. Who are they to judge me? This whole thing is just so weird. If anyone is reading this, maybe they can help me out and give me tips or something. Like how to search for icons because I found a lot, like Pride and Prejudice, but also how do I put icons on here? Anyway, things have been weird with me lately. I don't know how to explain it. It's funny. People have always told me that I'm going to be a writer, but I have no idea what to say. I feel in between everything. In between friends, and being torn apart by what I should do and what I want to do. The only problem is I don't know what I want to do. Well, I'm going to look for some icons because I'm bored and I don't know what else to do. (Comment on this)